Forgive Me :(

besok tepat 1 tahun kita kenal, banyak kenangan yang udah gue dapet selama gue kenal sama lo, makasih udah mau menjadi bagian dari kehidupan gue,
maafin gue,, please maafin kesalahan-kesalahan gue dan teman-teman gue yang kalian anggap itu salah gue , tapi gpp.
gue yakin lo pasti kesel , benci , marah banget sama gue atas apa yang gue & teman-teman gue perbuat ke kehidupan lo akhir-akhir ini .
tapi gue udah berusaha buat minta maaf sama lo atas kesalahan yang udah terlalu banyak gue perbuat ke lo , dari minta no HP lo ke temen-temen lo , add lagi FB lo yang udah gue block, dan sampe gue juga mencoba buat ke rumah dan ke sekolah lo tapi terlalu berat buat gue tuk ngeliat wajah lo lagi..
maafin gue ya ,, gue yakin lo masih punya hati buat ngasih sedikit maaf lo buat orang kaya gue ini, tapi kalau memang lo udah terlalu benci sama gue,, gak apa-apa .. gue bisa ngerti kok ..
tapi gue berharap banget kalo kita bisa kayak dulu lagi, walaupun akan sedikit berbeda dengan adanya dia di hati lo, tapi gak apa-apa . gue bakalan bisa ikhlas ..
sekali lagi maafin gue ya ..

lagu yang pas banget buat lo dari gue .

Hurt - Christina aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you